Until we head to this magnificent place...
So I can go back to school here...
And Justin has a phone interview tomorrow to be a customer service rep as a German translator...keep us in your prayers...
And we hope to sell his car before we leave...if you know anybody...
I have to be honest...i have very mixed emotions about the move. I am having a really hard time with it. So much anxiety and worry about Justin finding a job that will be good enough to support us. Anxiety over paying for school. Anxiety about leaving my family. The list goes on and on. I spend pretty much every day with my family so it is hard to imagine being away from them so long. I think part of my problem is the fact that when I was there before I was super depressed because I was engaged to Justin and he was here and I was there. Even though I have him this time and it will be a whole different experience its hard because I have a bad memory associated with Rexburg. On the other hand I am excited and hope that when I am up there for a while all will be well. I am excited to get back into school and finish. I am excited to finally be around some other young married people. I am excited to have activities to do. I am excited to be so close to the temple and I am excited to be going back to a school where the Spirit leads. I know that Heavenly Father is looking out for us and that He will provide but I am still scared. It hit me that its coming so soon! The biggest part of not wanting to leave is this little girl...
So I can go back to school here...And Justin has a phone interview tomorrow to be a customer service rep as a German translator...keep us in your prayers...And we hope to sell his car before we leave...if you know anybody...I have to be honest...i have very mixed emotions about the move. I am having a really hard time with it. So much anxiety and worry about Justin finding a job that will be good enough to support us. Anxiety over paying for school. Anxiety about leaving my family. The list goes on and on. I spend pretty much every day with my family so it is hard to imagine being away from them so long. I think part of my problem is the fact that when I was there before I was super depressed because I was engaged to Justin and he was here and I was there. Even though I have him this time and it will be a whole different experience its hard because I have a bad memory associated with Rexburg. On the other hand I am excited and hope that when I am up there for a while all will be well. I am excited to get back into school and finish. I am excited to finally be around some other young married people. I am excited to have activities to do. I am excited to be so close to the temple and I am excited to be going back to a school where the Spirit leads. I know that Heavenly Father is looking out for us and that He will provide but I am still scared. It hit me that its coming so soon! The biggest part of not wanting to leave is this little girl...I love my Lucy sooooo much! I am with her almost every day! She bring so much joy to my life and she has such a cute personality. She changes every day and I don't want to miss any of it. I don't want her to forget me. We have such a special relationship and I don't want it to change.
Well enough of me rambling and feeling bad for myself. I know everything will be great but this is how I feel now!!!!
Nana (my great grandma)
Not feeling her parents kissing her ;)
The Findling Family...Uncle Terry, Aunt Sandra, Zach, Will, Matt, Thomas, Joseph
The Golledge's
my gorgeous sista!!
Joyce, Me, Justin, Spencer
Us
Justin thinks hes really cool
Trying to keep my hat from flying off
The in-laws
Spencer and his cousin Brooke
Troy and Tyler
Troy and I have a special kind of relationship! haha!
Justin on the air chair
Joyce water skiing
Bob on the air chair
Bob's brother Mike
Spencer
Brooke with the knee board
Bob and Spencer hiking up to cliff jump
I am excited to live here...we'll be in the basement left and Heather and Taylor Osborne are in the top right! It will be so much fun!
We get to walk here!
and this! (well justin supposedly loves the snow, but we shall see how he likes it after living it for what seems like forever!)
How grateful I am to be able to head back to a school where the Spirit leads, where we can make new memories together, meet new friends, and grow closer together!
...but most of all I am excited because I get to go with HIM!!!
We both cannot wait to head up to BYU-Idaho! It is a bit bittersweet because we have enjoyed being near our families for the past two years but we are ready for our own adventure! We are ready to make memories and to be on our own! I must admit we have been really stressed trying to work out the moving details and finding Justin a job that will support us, but I know if we both have faith that the Lord will provide! Lovely Rexburg (insert sarcasm) HERE WE COME...in 47 days that is!
